Undeniable Grace

I sit here longing to write and my head is spinning with so much that I can't even get anything on the screen.... Loneliness? Sadness? Isolated? I'm not sure how I feel right now but it's odd and not fun whatever it is! I recently wrote about how focusing on self can cause  pain, frustration, rejection...loving Jesus can also result in such things. I feel pain for people I love who don't believe.  I feel frustration when people won't listen to or believe God's truths.  I feel rejection for loving Jesus because so many people don't. Quick background-growing up in church I viewed people at different levels of Christianity. There were the Sunday morning church goers who slipped in and out the back, the three-night-a-weekers who caused me to feel I didn't go enough, the elites, the choir members who I longed to be, the hypocrites, and many within such groups who just seemed to have it all together. Oh how I wanted to have it all together.  So with my dist...